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    December 31

    Sunday Dec. 31 - Finally Home

    We finally made it home to Seattle - two days late.
     
    Originally, we were supposed to return from San Juan, Puerto Rico via DFW on the 29th. But while enroute to Dallas, the area experienced extreme thunderstorms and apparently even a tornado on the airport property. DFW was shut down for about 4-5 hours. We were re-routed to Shreveport, Louisiana. We sat there on the tarmac for four looong hours! The American Airlines crew waffled back and forth between trying to get us hotel rooms in Shreveport, or continuing to wait for Dallas weather to clear and finish the flight.
     
    Finally we left and we did eventually land in Dallas. It was midnight, there were no more flights, and DFW was starting to lay out cots. Me on a cot!!!!???? NO WAY JOSE! Gene and I quickly called our favorite hotel chain, Marriott, and booked a room at the Marriott DFW South. Sadly, we were unable to re-book seats for two days. So we had some time to kill in the most boring and flat of major cities: Dallas!
     
    We rented a car and did some driving and shopping. We also rode to the top of the Reunion Tower (Dallas' version of the Space Needle). Unfortunately, the Reunion Tower is a cheap and run down place. But overall, I think we managed to make lemonade out of lemons.
     
    One strange note: The entire way back, in San Juan, Dallas, and San Jose - I was constantly the target of extra security screening. It even included a full body pat down. I don't know why I have again been chosen for extra scrutiny, but I getting tired of being singled out in every airport. I thought all the personal ID info I gave to Homeland Security would put an end to my position on a watch list. Apparently that was not the case. On this trip I wanted to lash out at the TSA people (especially the rude and slow ones in San Juan) but instead I kept my cool. I was smart enough to know that getting angry would just make things worse. Frankly, the TSA is clearly incompetant -- a reflection of the administration that created it!
     
    In order to get back today, Gene and I had to fly on two separate flights. I got home about an hour before Gene. I flew through San Jose, connecting with an Alaska Airlines flight. Wow! Alaska Air has really going down hill fast. Fortunately, we don't fly that airline much anymore. My aircraft was dirty and the service in first class was almost nonexistent.
     
    Now we are both home, happy to be back with our pup and cat children. All is well and another grand vacation has come to an end. It's less than 50 days until our next cruise!
    December 29

    Thursday Dec. 28 - San Juan

    This is the last day of our trip. We toured Castillo de San Cristobal, then walked by La Fortaleza (the governor's palace). Along the way we stopped in several shops. Then we made our way down to Paseo de la Princesa - a beautiful promenade ending at the waterfront and a large beautiful fountain. We ate lunch at a Caribbean restaurant across from our hotel. I especially enjoyed the layered plantain casserole and the spicy beans and rice.

    During the afternoon we relaxed. First we spent time by the pool on the roof of the hotel. But when a noisy family arrived, I beat a hasty retreat. I did some reading in our room and we both took a nap.

    Our evening was a special final treat. After the sun had set, we walked through the streets of Old San Juan which are brightly lit by colored lights. All the plazas too are lit with colorful displays. In Puerto Rico, the celebration of the visit by the three kings is especially important. So most lighting displays emphasize that theme. We enjoyed regional cuisine at a fabulous 4 star hotel called El Convento. One of their restaurants is called Café Bohemia. Gene and I thought the cevichia was especially yummy. A nightcap back at the hotel ended the day. In just the last two days Gene and I have concluded we love Puerto Rico. We will be back!

    December 28

    Wednesday Dec. 27 - San Juan

    We have returned to the United States. During the early morning hours the Regal Princess tied up at the Pan-American pier. Gene is sad that our cruise is over. But I prefer to think of it as continuing for two more days here in Puerto Rico. We had  breakfast for the second time in the dining room. Sadly, we have had no Eggs Benedict for the entire cruise - and today was no exception.

    Currently it's 8:30am and we are ensconsed in the Stage Door Lounge waiting for our turn to debark. The wait will probably be about an hour. Then we must clear customs and immigration. Hopefully our transfer to the Sheraton will be quick and comfortable.

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    We are in the Sheraton now, though I'm not impresssed with our room because it looks out on a central air shaft. We spent several hours walking around the narrow blue cobble streets of Old San Juan. Though not impressed with our hotel, I'm very impressed with this very beautiful city. Sadly we will only see the old section on this trip. I definetely want to return. We toured one of the old forts as well - El Morro. It's a spectacular setting and an interesting hostory. Tonight we will eat in the hotel restaurant, a Latin steak house. Then tomorrow we explore Old San Juan some more.

    December 26

    Tuesday Dec. 26 - Enroute to Puerto Rico

    This is our final full day on the Regal Princess. Our ten day cruise is coming to an end, but we have two nights ahead in San Juan.
     
    Overall, I'd say this has been a good cruise. We filled out the usual cruise survey this morning. We tried breakfast in the dining room too - for the first time. Then I took another nap. Now it's afternoon and I'm writing here in the coffee bar, sipping on a double espresso while listening to the pianist in the atrium.
     
    Disappointments on this cruise have been few. We chose not to fight the crowds for our short stop in Panama. The food in the buffet has been only fair (even for a buffet). Our first dining partners were obnoxious and the waiter not much better. The Bistro dining venue (due to concerns about norovirus) was closed the whole cruise, and the Patisserie has had no pastries, apparently for the same reason. The room service menu is dramatically reduced on this ship. So food options are few.
     
    However, we've met some really terrific people at the LGBT gathering. The food, service and company at our new dining table has been pleasant. The ports also have been enjoyable. And, the weather has been cooperative more of the time - though the seas have been a little rough in the Caribbean. Our cabin and steward have been great.
     
    Later today we will attend a lecture about Puerto rico. Tonight we enjoy our final dinner, pass out some additional tip envelopes for those who have done an outstanding job, and then pack our bags. We are part of a late departure group because we don't have to catch a plane in San Juan. We'll be staying at the Sheraton.

    Monday Dec. 25 - Aruba

    Merry Christmas!
     
    Is 7am early? If so, then I got up early today. I ate breakfast alone after showering and dressing.
     
    I met my scuba tour operator just before 10am. As usual, I filled our the paperwork promising not to sue their asses off if I was injured. Then we boarded the dive boat. There were 19 divers plus two dive guides and the boat's skipper. Twelve of the divers were all from one family - and eleven of them were certified.
     
    The boat took us from the cruise ship terminal westward and then north to the wreck of a German WWII freighter - the Antilla. The ship was scuttled by the captain in the early days of the war rather than allow the Dutch navy to claim her.
     
    The captain brought the boilers to full steam, then he opened the water lines to the sea, allowing cold ocean water to rush in. Of course there was a huge steam explosion which split the ship in two just after the crew left.
     
    The resulting wreck lies in two peices at a depth of 50 feet. Most of the ship is well intact, jutting at an angle until it reaches the surface. Steel cables covered with coral still link the top of the mast with the main deck.
     
    Our second dive was over the partial remains of an American oil tanker located just five minutes away from the first dive site. The Pederable was hit by a German torpedo launched by a U-Boat. The torpedo went in one side of the tanker and out the other, but the ship didn't sink.
     
    The US Navy decided to cut out the damaged middle section. Then they welded together the two ends, making a shorter version of the same tanker. The damaged middle section was left standing in 24 feet of water, and later was used by the Dutch for bombing practice. So what we saw was broken wreckage scattered across the ocean bottom. There was more sea life at the second site, and because it was a shallow dive we stayed down for almost 50 minutes.
     
    Once back on shore at the dive company's dock (at the Marriott nearby), we took a bus back to the Regal Princess. I was very hungry (it was 1:45pm) so I had a hamburger and Gene told me about his stroll around town and his visit to the nearby casino.
     
    It's now 3:30pm, so I'm going to lie by the pool and read before another cocktail party for the gay passengers aboard. Then we will have dinner in the dining room, followed by a musical review of Broadway shows called "Curtain Up."

    Sunday Dec. 24 - At Sea

    Ah yes...these are the times that try men's souls. Another day of relaxation, reading, lying by the pool, and napping.
     
    The seas were rough today as we cruised eastward at full speed toward the Dutch island of Aruba. Winds were blowing steadily at 30 knots and the waves were about 15 feet hight, but the Regal handled it well.
     
    Dinner was formal, and the menu included lobster and/or turkey. I had both. We also met new dining parners tonight - a couple from Houston. It was a pleasant evening. Later I watched half an hour of a comedy routine. But soon we decided to skip the rest of the festivities (carols and the champagne waterfall) in favor of reading quietly in bed.
     
    Over the last few days, we have been in regular contact with our Ocean Shores real estate agent. Our buyer for the condo may back out of the deal because we've refused to make some imporvements, so the deal is on shaky ground now. We'll see what happens.
     
    Tomorrow I dive in Aruba - a two tank boat dive down to sixty feet. Gene will be exploring the town of Orjenstad.
    December 23

    Saturday Dec. 23 - Panama Canal

    We awoke early today. I showered quickly then went to the bow deck which is usually restricted to crew only. But for the Panama passage, the captain usually opens the bow to regular passengers. Once there, I enjoyed the view.

    First we saw the sky scraper filled skyline of Panama City as the Regal Princess was gliding beneath the Bridge of the Americas which carries the Pan-America Highway into South America. Then I actually got to see a phenomenon I have heard about - I watched the sun rise over the Pacific Ocean. The rest of the day was occupied with the long slow transition through the canal. It was really quite spectacular.

    I had time for a short nap while we cruised through Gatun Lake. The last third of our canal cruise from west to east was dampened by heavy tropical rain. There was thunder, lightning, and rainfall so heavy it was hard to see. Of course it was also about 85 degrees. Wow! That was a new experience.

    Unfortunately, our passage took much longer than expected. At first, we thought we'd be two hours late into the port of Colon - so Gene and I decided the port was more important than having dinner in the dining room - so we skipped dinner. But ultimately we were three hours late and the captain literally gave passengers only 30 minutes in the port. We decided to skip Colon and just relax in our stateroom instead. As a special nite: Today marks the furthest south Gene and I have been in our lives. Tomorrow is Christmas Eve and we are spending another day at sea. Dinner will be formal and midnight mass will be offered.

    Friday Dec. 22 - At Sea Again

    Another day at sea means another day of not much. I suffered by the pool. I have really gotten into my book about Mars. But beside reading, we listened to a lecture about the Panama Canal and another presentation about new Princess ships and future cruises. Then we met with friends for drinks prior to diner. Later in the evening we enjoyed Italian night in the dining room. Then, to finish the day we saw Shake Rattle and Roll - a musical review of the 50s & 60s in the big show lounge. Sounds exhausting, doesn't it?
    December 22

    Thursday Dec. 21 - San Jose, Costa Rica

    The day has been a long one and, unlike yesterday, very active. We were off the ship at 9am and onto the bus (well air conditioned this time). The drive into San Jose was about two hours along the narrow, winding, and heavily used Pan-American Highway. I noticed right away that the housing stock is quite a bit nicer than in Guatemala. But still, Costa Rica is not the US. One must use a different standard here.

    In San Jose we toured the Museum of Gold that is owned by the Bank of Costa Rica. It is full of gold, copper, and bronze figures from as early as 900 BC. Soon we made a second stop at the Museum of National History. It in housed across the street from the congressional building in the former headquarters of the armed forces.

    Costa Rica abolished the national army in 1949, and there hasn't been an army since. This Central American country is unique in that it has had a stable democratically elected government since 1949. Even before then, they had relative stability. During times of dictatorship, the leaders tended to be benign.

    At the time of Costa Rican independence in 1838, the country chose a different political path from its neighbors. Currently, Costa Rica has a somewhat socialist economy in that utilities like electricity, phone, water, and transportation are all owned and run by government corporations. Alcohol production as well is overseen by the government. And, all medical care and education are provided universally - the only country in Central America to do so. Our guide, Omar, expressed well that Costa Ricans are very proud of their peaceful, safe, and stable country. Their re-elected president won the Nobel Peace Prize for negotiating and end to decades of civil war in Nicaragua, Honduras and Guatemala.

    It seems to me there are signs of a growing regional identity movement rising to counteract decades of US hegemony. Millions of American dollars are now flowing into Costa Rica in the form of commercial, residential and industrial investment. A hundred thousand Americans live in CR either as dual citizens or as retires. The national middle class is growing too. Highrise condos and beautiful gated communities are constantly being built in the suburbs. But the heart of the city remains somewhat impoverished.

    CR is unique in the region but it has problems too. The economy is experiencing double digit inflation because growth is so rapid. Wages and interest rates are rising. Families must have two incomes to stay ahead or just even. And, Costa Ricans are not as willing to take basic hard labor jobs as in the past, so there has been an influx of more than 100,000 illegal immigrants - mostly from Nicaragua and Guatemala. So, in many ways, our tour was about the political history and current status of Costa Rica, not just its archeological past.

    The day started to wind down after we had lunch at a local resort and conference center. Then, as we made our way back to the ship, we stopped briefly in Sarchi. It's a town well known as a center of the arts focused on painting and woodworking. You may know about Costa Rican painted ox carts. Sarchi is the center of that folk art tradition.

    Our return to the Regal Princess was exactly on time at 6:30pm. We relaxed over a cocktail and then tucked into a simple dinner in the buffet. Following that we watched a comedian named Dick Gold. Now we have retired for a good night's rest. Tomorrow is another sea day, so I plan on sleeping in. The cruise is half over and all is well.

    Wednesday Dec. 20 - At Sea

    Today I did nothing. Yes, that's right - nothing. Well...sorta. I did read, lie in the sun, swim, write, nap, drink, and eat. The most active thing I did was attend a lecture about the history, flora, and fauna of Costa Rica. It was very enjoyable. For dinner, we sat at our new table. No one was there except Gene and I and a new friend - Ron. Everything went well. Then, after dinner we saw a new stage show called Country Roads. It was a fun performance, but unfortunately we had terrible seats over on the side. I guess we should have gotten to the theatre earlier. Quiet days like this are an element that is often missing from our land based vacations. A day at sea has a marvelous way of forcing me to chill out.
    December 20

    Tuesday Dec. 19 - Antigua, Guatemala

    It's 11:30 pm and I'm in bed after a long day. It had its high points as well as low. But overall, it was a terrific new adventure.

    The day started at a reasonable time. The ship didn't tie up in Puerto Quetzal until 10am. But soon after we lined up outside the show lounge to receive our excursion sticker and then board our bus. That was the low part of the day. The air conditioning on the bus was barely functional. Four an hour and a half we sweated on an 80 degree bus. We crossed the flat coastal plain on a very nice four lane highway headed north toward the conical peaks of seven local volcanoes. We were part of a caravan of three large busses along with a police escort vehicle armed with machine guns. Apparently highway banditry against vehicles leaving the port is a problem. I suspect some trucks have been highjacked and their loads stolen to be sold on the black market. During the drive we were surrounded by sugar cane plantations and industrial processing plants.

    When we reached the foothills we exited onto a winding two lane road through shade grown coffee terraces. The police dropped away. Clouds obscured the mountain tops and the weather cooled as the busses trudged up the steep grade. It was not long until we pulled into the cobbled streets of the old Spanish colonial city of Antigua.

    Once we arrived, the direction of the day definitely improved. First we stopped at a jade factory where we enjoyed a brief lecture from an archeologist about jade and its relationship with ancient Maya culture. Of course, there was a shopping opportunity as well and I'm wearing the result - a small jade pendant with my Maya astrological sign imbedded in silver. Gene and I are both Iq' - the hummingbird.

    After the factory we enjoyed a fantastic buffet lunch at the five star Hotel San Marcos Resort. The hotel incorporates the standing and fallen sections of a 300 year old monastery. A museum dedicated to art of the Maya, as well as colonial history, is included on the grounds. They had a fantastic exhibit where Mayan pieces were juxtaposed with modern glass art to show continuing themes and forms of art through the ages.

    Following the resort and museum, we wandered through the substantial ruins of a convent - one of the last large buildings constructed in Antigua before it was decimated by an earthquake in 1773 And the capital subsequently moved to Guatemala City. The convent was quite fascinating, but apparently we stayed too long. When we arrived at our next destination, the former home of the King's emissary from Spain, it had closed five minutes earlier. So we continued on to the roofless old cathedral in the heart of town.

    The heart of Antigua, including the new and old cathedrals, central plaza, municipal palace, the bishop's palace, and the military governor's headquarters, is very beautiful. It's also overflowing with tourists and poor Maya street vendors. Locals seemed to sit back on the benches in the cool evening air and watch with bemusement as we touristos were repeatedly assaulted by every age and type of poor peddler. But for me, it was easy to move on. Poverty and aggressive vendors are part of the culture. One should accept it or not come here at all.

    The day ended at the local mercado. One section is dedicated to small stalls occupied by artisans selling textiles, carvings, ceramics, clothing, leather, and paintings. Of course, the place was replete with American, Canadian, and Mexican vacationers. Next door was the much larger main market. This was the locale where touristos were a small minority. Every type of merchandise was available from specialty family run stalls: vegetables and fruit merchants, butchers, bread bakers and other foodstuffs. Also available were shoes, clothing, housewears, electronics, toiletries, and more.

    By six o'clock we climbed onto our bus for the return to the Regal Princess. The sun had set, the horns of evening traffic were insistent, and the local crowds were out in full force at the end of a work day. The trip back down the mountains to Puert Quetzal was rapid.

    Once back on the ship, we met a new friend for drinks and a dinner of pizza and salad. Then we switched our main dining room arrangements. A 45 minute juggling and comedy act ended the day. And here I am ready for a good night's sleep.

    Tomorrow the entire day will be at sea so there's no reason to awaken early. I lie here ready to doze off in my comfy bed with smooth soft sheets and remind myself that I am very happy and lucky. I'm lucky to have been born in a wealthy country with a stable government (thankfully Guatemala 's government is stable now too, elected democratically, and quite popular if our guide is to be believed). But I'm also extremely happy that I have the time, energy, and resources to see and experience the culture, language, food, art, history and terrain of numerous countries and peoples all around the world - even if only for a brief time. Overheated busses, poor dining companions, and canceled tour sites are NOTHING! I refuse to be a nay sayer or complainer like too many I have met on this or other cruises. Life is too short. If you hear me doing any significant complaining it will probably be about some negative old whiner that doesn't know how good his or her life is. Life is good if you follow Captain Picard's command and, "Make it so."

    December 18

    Monday Dec. 18 - Haultulco

    The ship was very quiet last night. Though everyone was aboard, the ship seemed empty. I think many folks flew into Acapulco on the same day and were tired - retiring early rather than partaking of the evening activities. When we attended the Welcome Aboard show, only 25% of the theatre was occupied. But those of us present did our best to cheer on the dancers and singers. This morning we arrived in Hualtulco at 9am. Its a relatively new resort area planned by the Mexican government. There is a new cruise ship pier, so getting on and off the ship is very easy. Because I still suffer from the remnants of a cold, we took things easy. We strolled about the tourist village exploring a couple jewelry stores, a pretty open-air church, the central plaza, and a shaded flea market. Then we returned to the ship to relax for the afternoon. Both Gene and I spent time by the pool. But I remained in the shade. It's just too hot and humid for me to lie out in the sun for very long. Perhaps as my coughing continues to diminish, I will feel more willing to bake in the sun. Currently it's 4:30 CST and the Regal Princess is once again back at sea heading toward Guatemala. Gene just finished his first line dancing class in the stage door lounge. I, afraid dancing would foster a coughing fit, watched a movie about the building of the Panama Canal instead. As each day passes, I cough less often. I have to be completely well by Dec. 25 or I won't be able to scuba dive in Aruba. I'm doing everything I can to avoid such a huge loss. The diving In Aruba is supposed to be spectacular! We have more relaxed events planned for this evening. At 5:30 we are attending our first Friends of Dorothy gay social group sponsored by the cruise staff. Do you know what "Friends of Dorothy" means? I'll let you know later. Tonight is our first formal wear evening - including the Captain's Welcome Cocktail Reception just prior to our 8pm dinner. This is the night when we meet our fellow dining companions for the first time. The evening's entertainment is not so exciting for us. Piano Man is the big musical review scheduled in the show lounge. But we've already seen that show three times on three different ships. I think I may go to the movie theatre instead. Tomorrow we arrive in Puerto Quetzal, Guatemala. Then we ride a bus into the old capital city - Antigua. It was partly destroyed by an earthquake in the 18th century. The capital was moved to the new Guatemala City. The resulting abandonment and poverty of Antigua actually ensured the preservation of the remaining colonial architecture amisat the rubble. I'm looking forward to our day long exploration of Antigua and it's Mayan and colonial history and culture.

    Sunday Dec. 17 - Acapulco

    We were up by 7:30 today. Breakfast was in one of the hotel restaurants. I ate off the yummy Mexican buffet. Gene ordered Eggs Benedictine. Soon after we passed our luggage to the Princess transfer folks. We decided to take the bus tour. The temp here is about 88 and the humidity is 70%. My thinking was an air conditioned bus would be nice since I'm trying to recover from a cold. Within no time, we had met two other gay couples while waiting for our bus tour in the hotel lobby - real nice folks from San Diego and San Francisco. There appears to be a large contingent of gay cruisers on this boat - more than on our past cruises. Later we met another couple in line for embarkation. The bus tour was four hours long and I found it to be just okay. It was mostly a drive around the expensive resort and condo neighborhoods, then through old town to some stores in the cliff diving area. We walked around a silver shop where I bought a medallion necklace. Then we received a free beer while we watched the cliff divers. Now we are relaxing in our stateroom having a drink and some snacks. Tonight our plans include eating at the buffet, going through the traditional muster drill, as well as the Welcome Aboard Show in the big show lounge. The ship departs Acapulco at 8pm.

    Saturday Dec. 16 - Takeoff

    I went to bed at 9pm last night, hoping to get 6 hours of sleep before waking at 3am in order to catch our 6am flight to DFW and our ultimate destination of Acapulco. Unfortunately, I have a miserable head cold, and my coughing and congestion woke me at midnight. I never truly slept again. SeaTac was a mess. Many folks are still trying to escape the city after the big wind storm. Even though we were in the First Class line, check-in still took quite a while. The same held true for the security screening. We arrived at gate A6 just before boarding commenced. The flight left half an hour late, but we made up about half that delay in the air. As we took off, we could see large swaths of suburbs were still without electricity. Now it is 1:20pm CST and we have left Dallas. As I write this we are over Austin. In about two hours we will land in Acapulco where the temperature should reach 85 today. Princess Cruises is supposed to shuttle us to the Hyatt. I think I'll try and find a Farmacia where I can get some of that great Mexican over the counter cough syrup with codeine. That should guarantee a good night's rest. - - - - - - - - - - It's 9:30 CST and I'm finally in bed. I feel horrible. After checking in at the hotel, Gene and I walked down the street to the 24 hour Farmacia in Walmart. Unfortunately, they weren't able to help me with anything more than an average decongestant. So we ordered room service for dinner because I'm just too tired to even go down to the restaurant. Tomorrow we relax around the pool in the morning or take a city bus tour. We'll decide in the morning. Then we embark the Regal Princess in the afternoon.
    December 15

    Blowin'

    There are two kinds of blowing going on in our household today - the wind and my nose. I have a nasty cold, and Seattle has suffered through it's worst wind and rain storm in more that 15 years. We had gusts as high as 65mph in the city, and the school district has shut down for the day. More than a million homes and businesses in Puget Sound, including half of Seattle, were without power when we awoke at 7am. Fortunately, we are not part of that half. But sadly, I feel like crap with a dripping nose, slight sore throat, and a mild cough - and all of this is happening less than 24 hours prior to leaving on our Panama Canal cruise. Apparently, SeaTac Airport is a mess too - broken windows and canceled flights.
     
    I'm glad I have a day off from work, so I'm taking things slow. But I still have to pack, shop for the house sitter, clean the bathrooms, vacuum, and finish other projects. If you read this Dad, I hope you are feeling better. A bit of good news for us: we signed a purchas/sale agreement on our Ocean Shores condo. It was a reasonable offer and seriously put together by a purchaser who owns some rental properties around Seattle. Hopefully it won't fall apart while we are gone.
     
    My next entry will be while on the road, or perhaps at sea. I don't think I'll be able to post from airports anymore because I cut off my Boingo wireless service. But certainly once I am on the Regal Princess in Acapulco this coming Sunday I'll be able to post information and tidbits about our vacation. Until then, AAHCHOO!
    December 10

    SCUBA Duba DOO!

    I did it! I did it!
     
    I am now a certified Open Water Scuba Diver!
     
    Oh my...this was much harder than I expected. I did just fine on the classroom academics. I even got a perfect score on my final exam (which left me rather shocked). The pool practice went well for me also - no problems.
     
    But then came the open water dives in Puget Sound. OH MY GOD!
     
    The water was chilly. The wind was blowing, and the rain was falling. Visibility was about 15' - and that's being generous. I wore a 7mm wetsuit that weighs about 12 pounds including fins, boots, gloves and hood. Then - because the suit is so thick and buoyant I have to add 30 pounds of lead weights. On top of all that the air tanks are about 25 pounds and the buoyancy control vest is another 5 pounds. Try walking into the water wearing all that - and the wetsuit is very tight and restricting too. It's truly like a second skin.  
     
    Yesterday, I had an anxiety attack while I was at the surface. I felt like I couldn't get my breath and I started hyperventilating. The assistant instructor helped me lie back, float, and calm down. Then I continued the dive. I'm proud of the fact that I was able to continue. One of my fellow classmates said to me afterward, "Oh my, that was humbling." That comment captures the essence of our first couple open water dives.
     
    I felt kind of embarrassed when I freaked out. I kept saying out loud, "Damn it, oh shit!" I knew I was freaking out. But what I realized as soon as I calmed down and sank beneath the surface is that I am much more comfortable down below the surface - even in the cold waters of Puget Sound. On the surface I'm getting splashed by waves and rocked about. The wetsuit feels tighter and more restricting. I have to exert myself more. But down below the surface all of that changes instantly. Suddenly I'm in a different world. My breathing moderates and all my concentration is on the animals and environment around me. I'm much more relaxed when I actually dive down. I didn't expect that at all. But now that I've had my own little moment of terror on the surface, I understand one of the statistics I learned in class. 90% of all problems in scuba diving occur at the surface - NOT deep down in the water. I guess I have truly taken on a hobby in which I could lose my life. 
     
    Today I finished my final qualifying dive. It was a little easier than the previous dives, but I'm still quite tired. And I have to say I'm very proud too. 9 people started in my class. But only 6 of us graduated. The others left on their own or were asked to leave because they weren't making the cut. I'm proud of myself for finally making the cut in a sport. And now I have a wonderful dive in Aruba to which I can look forward. It happens on Christmas day.
     
    I have plenty of other dives planned too. I have a new friend from my dive class and he and I plan on doing some simple dives in January. Then, in February I'll be diving on the second largest barrier reef in the world - Roatan in Honduras.
     
    What a great life I have. This has been a major milestone for me.